Sunday Night

Really struggling tonight. After managing to make some dinner I then attempted to eat it, which wasn't a good idea it seems. I made toad out of the hole (it never works when I try to put the sausages in the batter!). Anyway, I managed 1/2 a skinless sausage, 1 Yorkshire pudding and 3 pieces of cooked carrot, all chopped into tiny pieces and smoothered with gravy. Just that amount really hurt and I was already struggling with pain and dizziness after making it! Yorkshire puddings are one of my favourite things and I was really looking forward to them - I forced myself to finish at least one, because I knew I needed food and I like them (with a little bit of vinegar too - the best way to have them!!).
My poor decision making continued and I decided to have a bath which always tires me out (showers do too), but tonight left me in agony. My trigeminal neuralgia is flaring up really bad across the top of my head. Feels like huge pressure and sharp cutting or slicing feeling.
I know they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger but I really don't want to be that strong!!
Think I'll probably finish my book tonight as I think sleep is an option until this settles down.
But tomorrow is another day and my beautiful granddaughter is coming over to see me so I think about that and it'll help me get through.
Take care 😱😉